Okay, I planned to write daily but life happens so I will write as I can being a “single mother”. I actually don’t do anything but play on Facebook all day while my kids eat change and abuse the pets. Life is good. Really though, I have been chasing my tail to get into a house of our own next week and living in the middle of nowhere TX makes this a very daunting task. I hope to have electric and water there when we move in…the rest will fall in place as needed. I had to pay a damn $200 deposit for water. Yes, I was mad. Yes, I get it back. Yes, it is stupid. Who sets the amount? A very poor county with a very small population. I assume the guy (or guys, two at most) are the only people who could afford to pay that shit. Some of us just moved several states with kids, pets and cars….they cost a lot. Gimme a break. Oh, what’s that? You do a waiver? Sweet! I payed my bills on time at the last water company for over 12 months. I’m good to go. Wrong. The piece of shit employees at HWY H UTILITIES in WAYNESVILLE, MO are too busy NOT faxing my shit to the water company here to get my waiver. Ugh. I just paid the stupid check and will be happy to see my $200 in 12 months. Effin Waynesville. Good news is that my electric was free to start. I guess I won there. The place we will be living had the address changed since it had been built so that was a fun little game we played to get it setup, but free. I will talk all day to morons for free.
Smarty thinks money grows on trees so I have him working for money now. He complains so much about working I nearly offered him money to shut up. I had to do chores growing up for nothing. Nada. I got to live because I did not back talk or piss and moan about doing work. I hope he gets over this whiny stage soon. I am almost out of Zoloft and I need a new doc here. At least I have wine. I have to buy in another county because this one is dry. Blasphemy. Gizmo is a very busy little jerk. He is a jerk. You can kiss my ass if you think babies can’t be jerks because this guy is. He screams 60% or more of the day. He has a patience issue. If he wants something he wanted it 5 seconds before he thought of it or he loses his mean ass mind. I have never seen such shenanigans. I bet collective looks from people I get in public could get me started on an award winning website. Some people stare, some give the “I feel sorry for you smile”, some give HIM the “I feel sorry for you smile” and my favorite by far is the “shut your kid up”look. I have bitch slapped a few people just this week with my “kiss my big white ass” glare for the that last one. I am getting it perfected still but it is efficient in getting them to ignore my screaming heathen.
I miss Whatever a lot with all this going on. I am very high strung and he is the complete opposite. Luckily, we balance well. Without him things are very crazy. The house is clean, stuff is put where it belongs and I have time for BS like this. Wait, I’m supposed to be complaining. Uhhh, the kids don’t go to bed on time without him to bathe and dress them. Haha! I am busier these days but the OCD side of me is a happy woman. I put stuff somewhere and it stays there. It is awesome. That is what gets me through each day I’m lonely. I think of complete organization for a year. Happy! Happy! Joy! Joy!
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