Not happy.

I'm just not happy lately. It's the days that seem to never end and being alone. I'm not a fan of deployments but it had to be done to give us financial security. I worry about what will be next. Will we be able to find jobs in the area? Do we have to move states to make it? Uncertainty is horrible. Smarty is in school. He doesn't take well to change. Even if we move a city away that would rock his world. I hope to get school finished in the next two years and have a path. Right now I'm majoring in college. I just take classes. My associates is done with exception to math and science. I will transfer to a university eventually and get my act together. Whatever is hard to talk to. He works all freakin day and is not a big talker anyway. Hopefully my BAMFcation will make me feel better.