I need to stop being funny?

I guess I am not as funny as I like to think. I am just covering the fact that I am way to hard on myself with humor. I was told this today by my ECON teacher today. I guess I make too many jokes in that class. I would fix my issue but therapy costs too much. I guess when I made a joke about Zoloft I was pushing it. She used that as an example. I don’t like to be judged. At all. Especially when it’s right. I am hard on myself! I have to raise children, get good grades to better my future, keep my husband in love with me and seem happy to do all this? That is asking too much. I need to do all these things with a way to release my feelings on things. Humor. It is all I know. I could be a thief, a liar, a complete loss to society. I am a kidder. I tease, joke, make laughs. So sue me.